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Were my childhood impressions
of characters in my life
marred by my mother's imagery
fore my impression of my mother
has changed
and when I listen to those same characters
30 years later
I begin to question my mother
was she wrong
and I lived these past years
of marred imagery
distort my reality
living in this fog
that is slowly clearing
and focusing
on the insanity
that plagues my mother
and saddens my existence
so I pop another pill
and smoke a cigarette
and drink a glass of wine
to forget
and create an new fog
that is self induced
but I'm not happy
and will happiness return
to me...
I'm doubtful

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